Patience.

It hurts a lot each time I reflect back upon my time at my previous job that was spent hearing my Mgmt asking me to be patient ...

No one told me to take it easy when I was putting in those extra hours and breaking new ground. Why then, when I asked for personal progress in return? How the fuck can they expect me to be patient when each time I leave after a trip home ... I leave a doting mother teary-eyed at her door?! #lividwithfrustration

My biggest mental obstacle at 27 is that I want to go places, meet people, build lasting legacies ... not for money, no! ... and yet, I see my parents aging with each year and going through the rigors of a middle class life by themselves. Their years won't wait for my return!

I'm on the verge of leaving home once again; for another job. It's getting tougher and tougher each time.